A confident woman. She knows what she wants and gets it. She is aware of her flaws, but she doesn’t obsess over them and instead thinks that maybe (just maybe) they actually add to her unique beauty. She is passionate. She loves life. She is comfortable in her own skin and owns her sexuality, but uses it purely for good. She does not see other women as her enemy and competes only with herself to do her best at all times and to be her best at all times. She is forthright, honest, disarmingly herself and tries to be no one else. She is having fun and she is sexy and you just want to be around her to soak up some of those good vibes. She isn’t perfect, but she doesn’t care because she is hot. And so are you.

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Friday, August 15, 2008


*** ma fat n ugly photos


I hate being ma self sometimes...i cant eat wat i like, i cant make groovy move in ma dance anymore,i cant fit any cool tops or sexy jeans, and fuckin' damn annoying is i'm A BIG SLOW BUNCH OF FATS THAT CANT MOVE FASTER!!!!

Actually this is not the best way to KUTUK yourself...'s just sometimes i felt soooo fat and i hate ma lil bro' dah kurus...but wat bout me??? i jeles tgk my bro dh kurus n ma dad dgn suke relanyer menghantar die masuk HD SHUFFLE@JB...Giler jeles!!!sebab die dah fit n die dah bley buat shuffle dengan sangat styloo...

Maybe now is ma lil bro tu slalu ejek i GEMOK and dats y i'm a bit sad with ma self...time sekolah dlu pon mcm tu jugak...and the best part of all,i ade banyak nickname yang org2 jahat tu bagi:

BEG LEMAK, PEAR, MAK KPD 10 ANAK, blablabla..."

Hummm...oh god...pleaaassseeee give me more strenght everytime i see my reflection on the mirror....Even ma mom love to make fun of ma 'fatness'...duhh...but ma dad didnt care at all.he told me as long as i healthy, he's always happy.... hehehhehhehehhe....DO I LOOK HEALTHY??? NOOOO!!! heloo....'fatty' is covering all over ma figure heeerrreeee.....

Huhh...sick n tired of being 'puffy' girl...and ma boo told me that i look much better if i would rather '' lose another 3 or 4 pounds'' ... is that a rude word for a boy comment her girl??? at first i thought it was R.U.D.E but then i can accept coz to me he's acting as ma mirror...reflect back who i am...i accept his opinion as ma CHALLENGE...

I do want to lose until ma ideal weight which is i'm 65kg..dats mean i need to workout n lose 15 kg by this years (if i can...) the end of this year ma ex highschool will arrange a reunion dinner at Hilton Hotel JB with GLAMOROUS NITE theme...if i berjaya fit in ma new dinner dress, i'll go..if not, strictly I'M NOT GOING THERE N HEARING THOSE STUPID HUMAN TEASING ME ALL OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!! GOD!!! REALLY A NITEMARE!!!

Now, i'm arranging back ma routine to be more healthy, more jog, more spending time in gym and less eating food that ma body really dont need...i'm just hoping that i can lose at least 1 or 2 pound this month and keep on going until they stop calling me GEMOK!!

P/S: i'll try to always update my losing weight progress in ma blog n love if u guys could help me to share ya'll 'fatty @ chubby' experience or some advices so that i can get ma confident back on track again...

1 comment:

  1. Anne! I dah link you kat page I!

    Even though you ckp u fat, I rasa u still sgt HOT!

    Size doesn't matter!